Lost pics of great days

A lot of people, meanwhile I was in Tallinn and even after my coming back to Spain were asking me the same... about weather.. "was it cold? how was the experience of seeing again the snow?..." Almost everytime I was in the Messenger, someone from my place were asking me "how cold is it now?" hehe
So I decided to make a post about the weather in Tallinn in pictures. Most of them are photos taken from the window of my room... so you can compare between months and the evolution..
First I have to say that weather was quite strange the time I spent in Tallinn.
As always, and I tell it because some people doesn't know yet.. you can click over every pic to make them bigger :)

So from the beginning, this is how September looked



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Days ago .. I was checking all my pics from Tallinn.. those 30 Gb of videos and pics, then I thought.. hmm there are still some funny pics that people should see and I didn't put yet... I have to do it :)


Beware!!

Ohhh cute pic!! :D

Another take of the Luis' birthday

Who said we didn't attend to any class and always partying??


Strange toilets :)

I just put this pic again cause it's one of the funniest ones of the spring semester. Gautier rules!

Three in a kitchen... and maybe for doing something not very good :D

Again Gautier doing the classic and typical "hostelis-over-chair"

One morning I woke up at 13:00... I take of the curtain.. and this is what I saw...
I really thought it was a dead man!! Even with the typical position when there was one dead person and they put the silhouette with chalk. Then, when watching the video.. the raw thruth is revealed... he was too drunk to arrive home.. and decided to have a sunbath :)



Another drunk in the trolley trying to talk to one chinese friend

This is also a really funny pic from the last semester. The last wild party, when the falck came so many times... and Paolo like explaining .. "but we didn't do anything!"

Some seconds of hostel party:)

Miquel' extreme hostel sledging

Hostel life with spanish people






Thanks Janne, I always boast of that shirt when someone ask me.. "is it from a band that shirt?"

Dangerous? :)

Hehe I didnt remember that pic. but funny one!

Vodka 80 degrees... good for the throat ;)

Hehe nice pic of Bocki

The Academic Hostel from outside

Afterparties.. sometimes with one guest like the cleaning lady, Tamara, really nice woman!


I wasn't that day in that party with the german and chinese people, but looking those pics, where was I ???

The strange way of showing love of russians ( correct me if I am wrong, but I think those couples were always russian ones).


I had to take a pic of this can...
Let's see.. if in the next one puts "cow meat" and it has a pic of one cow in the label... what kind of meat should I think it's inside if in this can it puts "Turistieine" and there is a photo of 2 turists in the label???

One living room in the University of Kopli!!!

As always.. when it's the turn of Spain.. Barcelona, Madrid, Valencia.. arfh

The logo of that first Spring Semester. I will also never forget that year!
Thanks Bocki and Lars

One day in Hollywood

I took that pic cause my roomate in the spring semester was called like that cheese!
By the way, greets Dzintars!!

Party in Tartu!

Oug that Paolo.. sleeping in the disco!!! hahah

German style!

Skijumping (by Roland and Tibo)!!!


I have never used those machines.. in fact with this picture it's the first time I see it!
At least now I know those machines for changing bottles for kroons weren't a urban legend:)

Hmm this pic... I think it's from Tibo...
I would tell you... click over that pic and try to save it to your computer and make a zoom... you will see something strange, not only that kiss between girls :D

Hostel party!

No comments :D

Ah those times of the A-Team!!




Manu knows the rules of the game ;)...

... and Richi and me learning :)

... and Eray suffering looking how many bottles were in that game hahah
Ouh now that I see this pic I am seeing Mintuuuuuu hahah "the half liquor-half toothpaste"

Eveliina, Annika, Andre and Tiina resting for a while in one of those "italian flat parties"

The last official party in the Autumn semester in the Hostel

3 españoles, 3 golfos! hahah

The meeting of finding job in Estonia, something hard if you don't know estonian language, as I understood there.

Tartu bridge




Tibo showing his faculties at drinking

Trolley.. going to the party!

Typical estonian food (?)

See you soon!!

PS: I know, most of the international people dont know about him, even most of the spanish, but I would like to remember one of the best and most charismatic presenter of radio ever from Spain. His blindness wasn't an obstacle to be one of the bests in his field. He died last week, and his voice and talent was since I was very child a strong inspiration for me. His voice and his history and mistery lessons will be always with me. Rest in peace Juan Antonio Cebrián.

Tarja vs Anette

The new singer of nightwish... bad? good? different? hmm hard to say... My personal oppinion is that she is really good, and her voice suits with the new songs quite well, but she is not Tarja... and I like more the old songs with Tarja, as I already said.
I will put one game for comparing... this is the same song "She is my sin". I took 2 videos of each one of the singers, different concerts, and i tried to choose one concert of Nightwish that i think it's not post-arranged sound.
Let's compare :)
Oh, also people who doesn't like this music can say something, what is better for you? Try to not to tell me in the messenger, so putting something in the comments (just down of the post). Hmm i think spanish people won't say anything because of the english.. but ok...

With Tarja




And one more with really bad sound as the ones of Anette


With Anette




Anyway, both are better than Floor Jansen (After Forever), I think.


I just found one example that verifies my thinking about the old songs when Anette is singing... Wishmaster ... really bad sang by her.


And this is the version of Tarja, I could choose one better quality video, but I don't want people say this is better quality than other.. or re-arranged sound... So both in equality of conditions. Another thing.. the movements of Tarja.. she improved a bit this in the last years when the band started to be really successful, but they are quite ... how to say?... hmm a bit "fake", but I don't like at all the movements of Anette... she seems a popstar.. :

O orgullo de pertencer a Galicia/The pride of belonging to Galicia

Changing matters...

First of all, thanks to all for worrying about me and the last post. Now it’s much better.

I had all that inside me and it was growing and growing until I needed to take it out. Almost nobody knows or knew about that, so I see some of you were a bit surprised with the post. Well, and as I see a lot of people were asking me about that, I will tell the main things of that story. In short, I spent some time in Tallinn with that girl. Though we knew it would be something impossible, we shared more and more our time together.

She left to Finland, and after some time, for one day to another, she changed totally. She started to hurt me with her words, acts, she was too mean to me… as I was shocked about that.. I didn’t know how to react… my natural reaction was trying to understand her and go on caring and worrying for her… even hurting me each time I talked to her.

Then she showed to me how was her truly inside. She was behaving totally different as she did all the time with me in Tallinn. She told me a lot of mean things and I saw her egoistic and amazingly cold heart and mind. At the beginning, when she left I was truly sad for her leaving and for not being near of her… afterwards… I was even more sorrowful because of me. I always thought I would share my time with someone worth of it. I started to feel ashamed that I shared my time with someone that was hidding herself and that gave me a totally fake impression about herself. I felt ashamed, and I will ever feel that I couldn’t realize of that. And until her last words… my dissapointment to me was growing and growing.

Of course, in life we are meeting all kind of people, different, happy, friendly, cold, stupid, shy, amazing, lovely, passionate, emotional, sad, strong, with need of care…

But I always thought I would choose well for sharing my time as I did. That’s the reason I felt so bad. I found her true personality too late… if I knew before about that, for sure I wouldn’t spend any time, I would keep distance… she was a pretty girl that could choose almost everyone to have her fun, but she had chosen me, I still don’t know why, and she made me to give my care to her, that doesn’t deserved at all that. I feel guilty to myself. I don’t want to tell more things about her… cause maybe it could seem like I have lots of things against her. The main thing I have against her is that I was too blind to see what kind of person I had near of me. She didn’t show herself in that time. She did it later and I don’t like at all this personality.

Why do I know we will never see again?

She told me that.

Yeh. First I said to her that, cause I felt so disappointed to me and about her. But later the only thing I wanted was that she had my pardon, and also not to lose contact at all. Of course we couldn’t talk as before, but she was the girl I cared more… I didn’t want to lose forever that. But she wasn’t worried about my pardon, and she wasn’t too worried about losing me forever. So at the end I finished thinking that she felt bad towards herself when she was thinking about me… so for her the easiest way to stop it was to say to me that we would never be again friends and neither talk. That thing was enough for me to explode. It’s too much for my understanding that… and I will never understand her way of being (for example, how can she think about.. how would be the next one? Maybe better than the current one(s) ? This is an awful thinking…, or things like if she is not near of her friends or the people she cared, she will forget all... just amazing… ).

Now I feel much better, and the only thing I would like is not to see her again, but I will feel always ashamed of myself when I think about her. I always thought, I would realized and know the person before caring so much as I did. I’ve learnt the lesson now. I think I am worst person since this story... or at least I am more distrustful to people…

I am sorry that I have been away for a while, I was doing some school stuff these days… and also I have some.. problems with internet… I have it not so often as I would like… I hope all will end in few time with the instalation of the Wireless. Then I will put those 2 long posts I have in my mind.

One good new for the metalheads… let’s apply for that!!

Requiem for her, requiem for me

My soul bleeded again.
I promised myself not feeling hurted again, but I did. I swore it to myself, but I couldnt.
My stomach felt again those painful stigmas and my throat was dry.
My heart fell down into myself and my mind became ill again.
That was the last time really we talked.
And I feel weak, too weak.
She is someone that I don't know at all.
I have no words to describe the feeling of being with her, sharing all myself and giving all myself, think that I know her, for, afterwards she is telling me that my care meant nothing to her. I meant only one leaf that even doesnt deserve to be considered. Not even to become part of any past.
I was the toy in her hands, body without meaning, worthless mind.
But my pain is not for her this time. My pain is for me, but I dont know if I deserved it. Maybe.
And at this point I wondered myself.. what can my friendship mean to one other? Can distance separate so much for caring about someone?
What do my tryings of be someone in her life mean? I don't want to be part of her life, I don't want to care about her anymore.
Finally I got it. But.. then... when she tells past is wind, and I am not even worth for changing some future words... I wonder what did I do wrong? Am I that kind of meaninless being?
It's better for me that, without any doubt. She can only bring me pain, as she did for a lot of time, and until her last words. Moreover, she thought if I knew her more I could only end hating her.
I don't need more to hate her. I already hate her, I hate her for caring her, I hate her for making me feel bad to myself.
Disappointment is a small and reduced word to this. Not that fucking love disappointment. It's much more, it's disappointment of her soul, of her thoughts, of her acts... of me. I curse myself for that, for believing her, for trusting her, for attending her, for trying to find in her some good thing that I thought worth to not to lose at all.
I always try to find good things in people, even people that hurted me. This time I couldnt find.
She hasn't.
I failed.
I failed to me.
I need soul support, and gods know that I tried not to do it, but my soul bleeded again.
The worst thing is what I didn't want: I ended having bad feelings towards her, from today and ever. I have never wanted it, but now it's unavoidable. Finally they won to the good ones. And I feel sad and sorry about it, but I can't do anything to arrange it.
She even doesn't care about it.
She is even not sorry about it.
Good luck to the people who is near and will be near of her. I hope they are stronger than me.
She was the breath that made me feel alive... and this breath is sick. Why didn't I realize at time?
Gods also know that she is the kind of girl I would keep distance for sure. So why did I stayed in that mirror of limbo? and Why after I still had some feeling that I knew a little portion when it was the complete absence?
So many soul questions that never will have any answer...
I feel ashamed that I cared one person like her. I feel ashamed of myself.
Curse me for being so naive.

After Forever - Live in Vigo

On this wednesday 19th September we had the luck of having a great band in our place Vigo in Sala Ah!. After Forever, the band of gothic metal from Holland came here and of course we went to see them in spite of paying an expensive ticket. 20€ for only one band is not so cheap... but we don't have so many chances to be present in concerts of good international bands as this one, and I would pay even a bit more if it was necessary.
The show was good, they played really good, and Floor Jansen showed the great voice she has in live. All was almost perfect... less the person behind those machines called himself "sound technician". I was told that in the last concert in that place one of the worst things was him. I don't know if he is the same as the one that time... but someone should explain him that if something has low sound that shouldn't be arranged rising all the sound of the rest of instruments.
The first 3 or 4 songs were really ok... but suddenly all started to saturate. And this until the end. The consecuence is the whistle in my ears days after. I recalled when someone told me.. sound technicians in Spain are so so bad... and yeh,I haven't had that problem with the concerts in Estonia!
Anyway, After Forever did the best, and if wasn't because of that it would be a f***ng great show.
Good (and surprising) cover song of For Whom The Bell tolls!
The other bad thing was the public, too few and too static. We were almost the only ones who screamed, made headbanging and went a bit crazy. Most of the others almost were just looking...










With ex-member and current member of the band from Vigo, Fallen Sentinel


And some videos I uploaded to the Youtube:
After Forever - For Whom The Bell Tolls


After Forever - Estranged

Suomi

Finland is a great country. It's really heavy in my mind that staying in Estonia I hadn't visited that country. I was so so close for some times... but due to one or other reason I couldn't do it. But for sure I will visit Finland some day in my life. I recalled some days ago Finland when I was watching the Eurobasket. Why do small countries like Lithuania or Latvia have great teams in sports, and Finland doesn't? Finland has more population than those countries, so what are the finnish doing? They have tall people for playing basket.. and not only basket... they don't have so many sport celebrities.. maybe Raikonnen and few more...
The reason I found is that they care more about music than all that. It can sound funny, but it's true! They have really a lot of good bands (and good taste). I would like to know how many finnish people are involved in some musical project. Only in the metal part of the music they have more bands than any country of its population size. And not only that, they have a lot of bands and really good and international ones. I have no doubts about that some of the most important and that influence a lot of more groups from out of Finland are finnish. One of the best examples is Nightwish, one of the most important bands in these last 10 years in metal worldwide. What do they have? Even they created their own style called "Suomi metal"!!!
I remember when I was in Tallinn, I was watching the Yle, the finnish TV. It was Christmas time, and one of the reports was that the most usual present for children in Christmas was an electric guitar!! They have a really good music culture, and a lot of them know about music and the most important, they have very good ideas (of course talking in general and comparing to other countries like mine, Spain). In their most sold albums list, you can find all kind of music.
They have more than Lordi,though I don't have anything againgst this band... some examples of finnish metal music, mostly of this year:

Ensiferum - Ahti
Great band of viking-power metal, and great song


Finntroll - Nedgang
I liked more the previous albums, but what has to happen in my country to have this song in the top 40 list!! Maybe in the end of the world... :)


Mirror Of Madness - Nainen in Iisrokki
A band with members of 10 or 11 years old!! And look how many people looking their show!!


Amorphis - Silent Waters
One good band of "Suomi metal" with folk elements, though they started like Death Metal.


Korpiklaani - Tervaskanto
Band of Humppa Metal. Humppa is the finnish folk.


Apocalyptica - Quutamo
Amazing band formed by 4 cellos and one drummer.


Turisas - Rasputin
Funny cover song of the Viking-epic metal band Turisas. They just released this single few days ago.
Turisas - Rasputin

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